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Sunday, April 17, 2005
This thurs celebrated dilys's bday...Wah..i really dunno how to describe tt day leh...It's tiring, malu, lame, crazy but fun man!!!haha..Really leh..tt day is like a day wif mix feeling sia..haha..But on a whole, it's very fun!!!haha...However, if wan to give tt day a name, I'll definitely name it "MaLu Day"...1st time in my life malu the whole day...wah...malu till too serious..but also the 1st time malu till so funny so feel like maluing again...haha...I shall nt elaborate much on tt since it's all he malu thingy...haha..Sad case la..Shuyi n me failed to surprise dil but kanna surprise by her instead..really a big failure man..Shuyi n me still plan for so long n took every action carefully..In the end fail cos of the difference of Mac n delifrance..Wah!!!Really bu shaung leh...haha..in the end still kanna luff by dil cos of my hairstyle..very funny meh??Dunno wat she luffing abt..
wuahahaha..though she managed to escape surprise frm shuyi n me..She failed to foresee a surprise by wanli they all..haha..Since we failed, we play along to make sure wanli's plan is a success..Indeed!!!It is successful..haha...Poor dilys..tt day she can trust no one..Everybody is lying to her..haha..But it really takes effort for us to lie man..haha..Purpose is also to let her has a unforgetable bday...think we did tt le!!So fun..haha..We took neoprint together though i'm nt quite willing..dunno y leh..even taking of neoprint seems so fun to me..haha..Oh ya..managed to noe dil's classmate, chin...haha..thks to dil i had a unpleasant way in noeing her..1st time noe her only she already noe i got her a nick..haiz..it's really bad of me but i'm joking only la..DIL!!!!u hai me!!!Hope chin wun feel offended la..haha..glad to noe u anyway..actually nose sounds nice also..haha..Juz joking..haha..I wld like to thks suling also for telling us where to get the helium ballon..haha..still feel so malu nw..omg..dil arh..hope u like the present we got for u hor..esp the special gift..if u all wan to noe the detail of wat happened tt day..go c shuyi's blog ba..k??
Yday is a sad day for me..Dunno y i suddenly has this feeling tt i've met a lot of failure frm start of yr till nw..I think there's no trail of success yet...Wat's wrong w me??I've been asking myself repeatly thruout the whole day..A sudden panick has also struck me..i've lost confidence to take any step forward..i was juz afraid tt the step i gg to take is another failure..haiz..how can we nt take any steps in life??Life has to move on n steps have to be taken everyday..I understand tt if i don't take any steps, there wun be the slightest chance of success..However, i feel tt this feeling is gd also la..I noe i've nt settle myself down..mentally, i'm still searching for fun wenever i can..My mind's direction shld be pointed towards studies but it is nt currently..the feeling i had yday made me realise the my direction is seriously wrong..haiz..i'm really afraid tt my direction is wrong again wen the feeling is gone..I'm trying hard to settle myself down..I'm trying to do it n i muz do it..My future is at stake..Haiz..How's wrong w me??Wish me gdluck ba frenz..hope i can c my 1st trail of success soon!!
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